If we only could Live as we should, In God's own loving way; Neither wrong nor right, Neither black nor white, Just differing shades of gray. Do I believe in God? No, I do not believe in God, but I know that God exists. I have both surrender and faith. Knowledge is not the same as a belief, an opinion or simply 'blind' faith. How true knowledge is attained is described in Chapter 8 - the number is based upon the symbol for infinity connecting Heaven and Earth.